Great day yesterday - not so good today

So happy!!
I had a great day yesterday - only 537 calories and lots of water!

Unfortunately the scale showed almost two - 2 - pounds up, from yesterday to today.
So sad!!

Worse thing is that it's so extremely hard to keep motivated when you don't get any results from being so good.
Which is probably why I had no problem at all caving in and having that slice of chocolate cake with... probably ...more calories than I ate all the whole day yesterday.

Still alive...

Jeez talk about totally falling off the grid!! Well I'm still alive, and there's even more of me now then it was before the summer started.

Yuck! Yuck! Yuck!
Stupid all inclusive vacation at 5star hotel.

But most of all... stupid fucking heart going bonanza this summer.
So after numerous trips to the cardiologist..... I'm back on stupid beta blockers.
Which I hate cause they make me fat!

I actually passed 110lbs on the way down earlier this summer, before my heart went all wild.... Now I'm back at 113,5 lb. So sad - so sad.

Well - there's just one thing to do: