Still alive...

Jeez talk about totally falling off the grid!! Well I'm still alive, and there's even more of me now then it was before the summer started.

Yuck! Yuck! Yuck!
Stupid all inclusive vacation at 5star hotel.

But most of all... stupid fucking heart going bonanza this summer.
So after numerous trips to the cardiologist..... I'm back on stupid beta blockers.
Which I hate cause they make me fat!

I actually passed 110lbs on the way down earlier this summer, before my heart went all wild.... Now I'm back at 113,5 lb. So sad - so sad.

Well - there's just one thing to do: