But I really love that I can spill my guts here. All my frustration but also all my joy over my restrictions and "binges" and obsession with food.
Losing weight by restricting calories down to 200-600 a day is so frowned upon.
And I have days I'm so happy I haven’t eaten but you can't go around your colleagues and 'brag' about it - because they'll think you're insane. Which is partly true…
It’s like… if you’re not truly fat… you’re not allowed to diet.
And I know I’m not fat! like 200lbs and most people probably think I’m super skinny and not allowed to complain – but I’m a really thin person. And it shows when I’m not wearing clothes, that my thighs are to big, and that I’ve got too much weight around my waist.
And I see that every day in the mirror – and this blog is the only place where I can spill my frustration over this.
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