Monday morning blues

Well. I overslept this morning and totally stressed out forgot ?? (how is that even possible) to step on my scale!
But since I've been a very good girl this weekend I imagine the numbers aren't that off yesterday's

Which means I am closing in on my goal.
I just have to stay focused a little while longer.

Perhaps I can get rid off these 4 extra pounds this week??

I'll certainly do my very best to get there!

Great Sunday

I actually exercised today!!!

Before breakfast!!

And not just a ten minute walk or something like that.

No, serious exercise 

90 minutes on my elliptical. And high impact training too

Burned off 1.000 calories before breakfast

Very impressed with my self I must say

Worse part.... I kind of feel like doing a second round right now!?

I know. I've probably lost it.

Maybe I should just enjoy it as long as it lasts :)

Birthday bomb

Sometimes I hate birthdays.

Especially when I've been as good as I have the last few days, in comes my mother in laws birthday party, with dinner, dessert and cakes.

And I know I shouldn't eat that much, but it's like I can't help my self when someone puts a whole cake in front of me. I have to take one bite. Just a little.

And I just managed three whole days without any kind of sugar or fat...

First bite I take A long time to finish, hoping to drag it out... But then we just get stuck there at the table, and it's like the bloody cake speaks to me.... Eat me! Eat me!

And I'm a good girl. I do as I'm told :P

I eat one more bite. And then a third....

And now I hate myself for being so unbelievable weak.

For caving in so easy.

Why can't I be strong and just pass??

I'm pathetic 

Another good day

Well, dinner yesterday ended on a delightful measly 120 calories
- Do like that :)
20g whole wheat pasta - 68 calories
30 g yellow peppers - 9 calories
50 g Squash - 8 calories
20 g red onion - 4 calories
1 slice (10g) of turkey topping - 15 calories
1 teaspoon of low calorie margarine - 16 calories
Salt & Pepper
Seasoned with tarragon and garlic

And with raspberries as dessert and evening snack the whole day ended on 370 calories - I'm happy!!



And with that myFitnesspal today:

Good to be back

Had a great day yesterday - only 372 calories!!
That felt so good after a weekend with lots of food and wine.

And a good cleanse left me four pounds off since yesterday and six pounds lighter than Sunday


Hope to keep this up for at least two weeks to really get down to UGW of 108 very soon!

At last I'm leaving work for today. And although I've had yet another super stressed day I'm so glad that I haven't caved and gone bananas on that big Toblerone that hides in my desk drawer.

So far only 194 calories today... wonder what I'll make my self for dinner....?

MyFitnesspal today

Back on track

After a summer vacation with lots of good food, rose wine, dining out and not caring that much since I still  feel rather thin and still look great in bikini ...
It's time to get things back on track.

So it's out with the summer habits and in with water, calorie counting and getting those pretty bones showing again

Great day yesterday - not so good today

So happy!!
I had a great day yesterday - only 537 calories and lots of water!

Unfortunately the scale showed almost two - 2 - pounds up, from yesterday to today.
So sad!!

Worse thing is that it's so extremely hard to keep motivated when you don't get any results from being so good.
Which is probably why I had no problem at all caving in and having that slice of chocolate cake with... probably ...more calories than I ate all the whole day yesterday.

Still alive...

Jeez talk about totally falling off the grid!! Well I'm still alive, and there's even more of me now then it was before the summer started.

Yuck! Yuck! Yuck!
Stupid all inclusive vacation at 5star hotel.

But most of all... stupid fucking heart going bonanza this summer.
So after numerous trips to the cardiologist..... I'm back on stupid beta blockers.
Which I hate cause they make me fat!

I actually passed 110lbs on the way down earlier this summer, before my heart went all wild.... Now I'm back at 113,5 lb. So sad - so sad.

Well - there's just one thing to do:

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Time flies when you're having fun

Not sure fun is the right word though, but jeez how time flies.

May is, for all those who are not familiar with Norway, a really hectic month.

First of all, there's the 17th of May. Our constituition day. Which of course envolves the childrens parade:

And there's a lot to do before we can send the kids out in the street, especially if your kids play in the marching band...

And there's a lot of shopping going on for the right outfit for the day, although most of us wear bunad (traditional costume)

But when you've lost about 50 pounds.
Fitting in to your bunad suddenly isn't that easy. And since a bunad costs between NOK 15.000 and 35.000, also know as between $2.600 and $6.200 (£1.700 and £4.100) it's not something you shop every year.

So there I was this year. A size zero body with a size 10 bunad!
I had som serious shopping to do!

Other than my clothing issuses for our constisution day, May has been shit at work, with tons of work, which comes as a result of May having four extra holidays.
So it's been many days with long hours. And the days off has been spent golfing!